Your Truly Your Solder

Pen Pal, Military Romance

Kaci Rose

Five Little Roses Publishing

Copyright

Copyright © 2020, by Kaci Rose. All Rights Reserved.

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Publisher’s Note: This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are a product of the author’s imagination. Locales and public names are sometimes used for atmospheric purposes. Any resemblance to actual people, living or dead, or to businesses, companies, events, institutions, or locales is completely coincidental.

Book Cover By: Sweet Heart Books

Editing By: Nikki @ Indie Hub

Dedication

To all the men and woman serving our country and their friends and families who support them daily.

Blurb

One night can change everything…

She’s his sister’s best friend and he’s heading off to boot camp.

Becky

He is my best friend’s brother, AKA off limits. But that hasn’t stopped me from falling for him. Now he’s heading off to boot camp and he wants me to write him. Is there a chance this could finally be more? Do I even want to be a Marine’s girlfriend?

Johnny

She is my younger sister’s best friend; untouchable. Until the night I’m leaving for boot camp and I find her alone. I didn’t mean to kiss her. Now I have to walk away, but I don’t want to let her go. Could I get my sister’s approval while hundreds of miles away? Would it be fair to ask Becky to wait for me?

Chapter 1

You never realize how many people you know until you try to cram them into your backyard all at once. The noise of everyone talking is overwhelming as the Georgia summer heat rolls across my skin.

I’m thankful to have so many people in my life who care about me and my family and want to see me off before I head out to boot camp tomorrow. But I need a breather and a minute to myself, so I head inside and take in the cool air.

I graduated high school last month and knew I wanted to be a Marine. My family has been nothing but supportive. I think Lexi, my little sister, is more than happy to get rid of me and have Mom and Dad to herself for the next year before she heads off to college. We get along great, but what girl wouldn’t love all of Mom and Dad’s attention on them?

I head to the basement to get a break from everyone for a few minutes and find my sister’s best friend, Becky, sitting on the couch there. Lexi and Becky have been best friends since kindergarten, and she’s always been part of the family.

“Hey.” I sit down next to her. “Why aren’t you outside?”

“I needed a break.” She tucks some of her long brown hair behind her ear.

“Ahhh, me too. It’s a bit much up there with all the people that showed up.”

“It is, but a real testament to how well-loved you are.” She smiles but it doesn’t quite reach her eyes. “You ready for boot camp?”

“I hope so.” I can’t help but laugh, it’s too late if I’m not ready. “I talked to my recruiter about what to expect. I know it won’t be easy, but their job is to make sure I’m prepared.”

“You will do great. Learn it all and soak it up so you come home safe.”

“Thanks, that means a lot.”

A slight blush forms on her cheeks but my eyes are drawn to the light freckles on her nose. She has always hated them but to me they are part of what makes her so beautiful.

Growing up, I picked on her and Lexi. Later it turned into flirting between Becky and me, which she dismissed and shot down every time. She’s only a year younger than me at seventeen, but she calls herself an old soul and I see it. If she wasn’t Lexi’s best friend, I’d have asked her out, but I won’t do that to Lexi. I never wanted to put Lexi in the middle of something like that. It’s a rule somewhere, right?

Don’t date your sister’s best friend.

My sister and I are close, and we talk a lot. I’ve beat up guys who have given her trouble. Some she knows about, some she doesn’t. I won’t go as far as to say she is my best friend, but she’s definitely one of my favorite people. With her and Becky attached at the hip that puts Becky up there too.

“I’m going to miss you,” I say without thinking.

“You’re going to miss having someone to pick on.” She laughs.

“No. I’m going to miss you.”

Her eyes lock with mine and something passes between the two of us. A moment. And before I know it, I’m leaning in and my lips are on hers. I don’t know if I’m more shocked that I kissed her or that she is kissing me back.

I move my hand to the back of her neck, pulling her close to deepen the kiss. It’s unlike anything I’ve ever felt before. It steals my breath and gives me life at the same time.

I trail kisses across her face to just below her ear, and when she lets out the sexiest moan, my whole body feels it and I’m suddenly regretting my choice to join the Marines and go away to boot camp.

“Dammit, why do I have to be leaving tomorrow?” I curse and pull away, resting my forehead on hers. She shocks the hell out of me when she stands up abruptly and goes to leave.

“What’s wrong?” I call out after her.

“I’m not going to be your goodbye screw,” she spits back at me over her shoulder.

I rush over to her and take her hands in mine, turning her to face me.

“No. Dammit, no. That is not what this is or what I want here.” I run a hand through my hair trying to figure out my next words.

“Please, come and sit back down.” I can tell she is hesitant, and I don’t blame her. But I need to try to make her understand. “Please?”

Finally, she nods, so I lead her back to the couch. When I sit down, I pull her into my lap and wrap my arms around her. Her whole body stiffens but she doesn’t try to stand up.

“Becky, you are beautiful inside and out. I would never treat you like that. For one, because Lexi would kill me and bury me in the back yard, and I’m pretty sure you would help her.” She smiles at that because it’s so true.

“And two, I like you too much to treat you that way. I always have.” I lean in and kiss her again, praying that she won’t pull away.

She places her hand on the side of my face and when she lightly nips at my bottom lip, I feel it all the way to my cock, which is so hard and pressing against her.

I pull away just enough to murmur against her lips. “Will you write to me while I’m gone? Please?”

She nods and I kiss her again. I wish I could stay down here all night with her in my arms, but I know people will come looking for both of us soon.

“We better get back to the party,” she says like she can read my mind.

“Yeah,” I say as she stands. “I’m going to need a minute.”

She glances down at my lap and her eyes go wide when she sees how hard my cock is.

A slight flush pinks her cheeks, which doesn’t help matters but she turns and looks at the wall. I take a few deep breaths.

“You are staying here tonight, right?” I ask her.

She is over at our house a lot since her parents travel for work, so Mom and Dad gave her the guest room next to Lexi’s.

“Yeah, Lexi wants us to spend the day together tomorrow.”

“Okay, go back to the party, baby girl. I’ll see you tonight.”

She smiles at me before heading back upstairs. I drop my head on the back of the couch. I am such a goner. There is no way I can hide my feelings for her any longer.

Chapter 2

I’m lying in bed thinking about that kiss from Johnny tonight. He’s always been my best friend’s older brother.

Untouchable.

I didn’t think he ever saw me like that. In fact, I was certain he only saw me as his annoying little sister’s friend.

But, that kiss. Soon after I came upstairs, I wrote a letter to Johnny like he asked. I doubt the kiss we shared will lead to anything between us, but I’d love to write to him and be able to give him a piece of home where I can.

I can’t seem to fall asleep, tossing and turning for what seems like an eternity. But then my door creaks open and Johnny slips in, quietly closing the door behind him.

“What are you doing here?” I whisper as he makes his way to my bed.

“I don’t want to be alone tonight and my brain won’t shut off.” I can hear the nerves in his voice, he’s never been as good as he thinks at masking it.

“I can’t sleep either, come lie down with me, tell me what’s on your mind.” I scoot over and he slides into bed beside me. My brain is sending warning signals not to get too close because he leaves in the morning for thirteen weeks of boot camp, then another thirteen weeks of training. But my heart isn’t listening.

“You nervous?” I ask him.

“Yes and no. I’m not so nervous about boot camp so much as leaving everyone I know behind…especially you.”

“Why now?” I need to know.

He sighs. “I didn’t plan this. I’ve always liked you and I know how unfair this is, but something tonight just snapped, and I couldn’t stop it. I’m not going to ask you to wait for me, I’m not that selfish. But I want you to know that I am coming back for you and I plan to prove that being with me is worth it. If you don’t want me, or you find someone between now and then, just tell me, okay?”

I can’t believe the words I’m hearing. I’m almost scared I will wake up tomorrow and this will all be a dream. Things like this don’t really happen, right? He’s been my crush forever and to think I won’t wait for him? I’d wait a whole heck of a lot longer than thirteen weeks.

“What if I want to wait for you?”

“I want nothing more, baby girl.”

Why does that term of endearment turn me on so much? It’s new and exciting when I hear it from him.

We stay up that night talking about anything and everything, neither of us wanting to fall asleep and miss a moment with each other. I feel our connection growing with each passing hour. At some point in the early hours just before dawn, we cuddle up and soak in each other’s warmth as we both drift off to sleep.

The next morning, we all eat breakfast together before saying goodbye. His mom and dad are going to take him down to meet his recruiter.

He hugs Lexi and then tugs playfully on her ponytail.

“Stay out of trouble, at least until I get back and can get you out of it. If you need anything, call Tyler, he promised to look out for you.”

“Promise.”

They hug again then he walks over to me. I hand him my letter a little nervous about the feelings I poured into it. The thought that this is one of many letters makes me happier than I can explain on such a sad day.

“For your bus ride.”

He smiles with a sadness in his eyes and hands me one too. “Wait a few hours until I’m out of town to read it.”

He then pulls me in for a hug, wrapping his arms around my waist. I throw my arms around his neck and pull him as close as I can. He whispers, “I’m going to miss you so damn much, baby girl. I promise to write or call every chance I get. I’m coming back for you, don’t you forget.”

I fight back tears as he pulls away. I want to kiss him, but I know that wouldn’t be appropriate in front of his family. We had our goodbye kiss this morning before he snuck out of my room.

He picks up his bag and follows his mom and dad out of the door. At the last second, he glances back at me. He nods and smiles before walking out.

Lexi comes to stand right in front of me. “You like my brother.”

Not a question, it's a statement, and my eyes go wide.

“It’s okay, he’s a good guy and I approve of you two.”

“Yeah?” I’m relieved but skeptical. It can’t be that easy, can it?

“Yep. I noticed something different last night between you. I cornered him and he admitted he has feelings for you. I told him last night that I approve, but I will gut him in his sleep if he hurts you. The same warning goes for you if you hurt him. Now go upstairs, read your letter and take some time. I will be ready with ice cream and Magic Mike when you’re done.”

I hug her because she knows just what will pull me out of any funk. “You are the best friend a girl could ask for, you know that, right?”

“Soon I might be the best sister too.” She winks.

I head upstairs to my room and close the door. I lie down on my bed with the letter on my chest, thinking of him and how hard it’s going to be to only communicate like this. The pillow smells like him and I just take it in. I think of all the times I brushed him off growing up thinking there was no way he was flirting with me.

How wrong I was.

Chapter 3

June 23, 2014

Becky,

I guess I should lay it all on the line and hope you will want to write to me. I hope you will.

I’ve had a crush on you longer than I care to admit. You have always been Lexi’s best friend. Untouchable, because I never wanted to upset Lexi.

I was so good at keeping my feelings buried.

Then I saw you tonight. All my emotions were at the surface as I was getting ready to leave and I couldn’t hold back.

I wish I had kissed you sooner.

I wish I had talked to Lexi about my feelings for you.

I wish we had more time.

You probably know by now that Lexi and I talked. She gave me her blessing to date you. She also gave me a few threats for your protection.

Holding you in my arms tonight was everything. My nerves were all over the place but having you there calmed me. It calmed the worry and chased my fears away.

That memory of you and those kisses will get me through the next thirteen weeks. I want you at my graduation. Please tell me you will be there. I will come home to you. I’ll have ten days before I start basic training, we’ll make them count.

Please keep writing to me. Write every day. I won’t be able to get mail daily because they will use it as a reward, but I promise to write back as often as I can.

Yours Truly,

Your Soldier

June 23, 2014

Johnny,

I’ve had a crush on you for years. Since at least middle school. I can’t believe I just admitted that to you. I always thought you were handsome. Then I started to like you for you and it just evolved.

That kiss.

Best. Kiss. Ever.

Oh, and I feel like now is a good time to admit that I know you were the one who beat the crap out of Ronny when he tried to feel me up after homecoming. Thank you for that.

I want you to know I am so proud of you for joining the Marines and serving our country. I want to support you in any way I can.

Let me be the one you talk to. The one you lean on.

Becky

July 4, 2014

Johnny,

I spent today with your parents and Lexi and all I could think about was you. The town did their annual parade, and this year they added a BBQ eating contest. How mad are you that you missed that?!

It was so popular that they will have another here next year too, so maybe you will be here for that. I hope.

We got our place on the lawn to watch the fireworks and there were so many couples snuggling up to watch them. I swear it felt like your arms were around me. Is that weird?

I don’t know where we stand, but I miss you like crazy. In this envelope is another letter that is almost like a journal I wrote daily but there wasn’t enough going on for me to justify sending it every day. I hope this works by sending it once a week.

Becky

July 23, 2014

Becky,

I read your letters over and over and I want to make one thing clear. You don’t know where we stand? How about this. I’m yours, if you will have me. I’m such a selfish prick to ask but I want you to wait for me, to give us a chance. Do you think you can do that?

I have ten days off when I’m done with boot camp, then thirteen more weeks of basic training before I get stationed. I’m hoping to get stationed back in GA, then I can see you at least every weekend.

No, it’s not weird you felt my arms around you on July 4th, because I was thinking about you that day. That night as I lay in my bunk, I was thinking about last year’s July 4th festival. Remember we discovered fried Oreos?

Oh, my mouth is watering just thinking about them. I am so bummed I missed the BBQ contest but next year you and I will go.

Also, yes, you are 100% right that it was me who beat the crap out of Ronny, and I’d do it again too.

I’m so glad that it was as good of a kiss for you as it was for me. You are right. Best. Kiss. Ever.

Boot camp is harder than I expected it would be. I think everyone says that though. The worst part is when they wake us at 4 a.m. for surprise physical training (PT) runs. But I’m hanging in there. You are my safe space when it gets too hard.

Two more months. Graduation day is September 23, 2014. I’m making plans with my parents to make sure you are there.

We got this, baby girl.

Yours Truly,

Your Soldier

August 10, 2014

Johnny,

I want nothing more than for you to be mine. I want to give us a chance. I will be here waiting. Lexi read that letter, by the way, not that I let her, but she snuck a peek at it and has been calling me her sister for days now.

Your family is hoping you get stationed back home here as well. They have been talking about it.

I’m nervous about going back to school. That’s weird, right? It’s senior year, I should be excited to ‘rule the school’, as Lexi keeps saying, but I think it’s just going to be weird without you there.

If you are home for ten days in September, you will be home for my birthday! That is the best birthday gift!

I will be at graduation. I already cleared it with my parents. I will be there with your family and Lexi and I are going to share a room.

This weekend, Lexi is coming with my parents out to the beach. They’re renting a beach cabin on Tybee Island and we are just spending a few days on the beach before school starts.

Oh, do you remember Tyler Bates? He’s in my grade I think you two were friends. Well, he and Lexi have been on a few dates and they seem to really like each other. He seems like a good guy and he plans to join the Marines too when we graduate this year.

Learn all the things to stay safe!

Becky

September 2, 2014

Becky,

For the love of God, tell me no assholes tried to mess with you at the beach. Lie if you have to, I don’t think I could handle it if they did. Besides all the guys that I’m sure were ogling you, I hope you guys had a good trip.

You shouldn’t be nervous about going back to school, though by the time you get this you will have started already. So I hope you had an amazing first day. I’m sure Lexi will drag you on many senior year adventures just stay safe since I can’t be there to look after you.

I have been making plans for your birthday from the moment I realized I would be home for it. By a stroke of luck, it falls on a Sunday this year. I will give Sunday to your family and Lexi, but all day on Saturday you are mine.

While I am there, I plan to spend every second I can with you. Talk to your parents to see if you can stay with us for that time. I’d like to drive you to school and pick you up. Be there while you do homework and eat dinner with you every night. I have plans to hold you in my arms like I did the night before I left.

I can’t wait to take you on a proper first date. I’m going to spoil you so good, baby girl.

I’m glad Lexi is seeing Tyler. He has always liked her and he’s a good guy. I know he will treat her right and I like that he plans to join the Marines as well. I hope they go the distance.

So, remember when I said the worst part of boot camp was the 4 a.m. surprise PT runs? I was SO wrong. The worst part is the gas chamber. Oh man, it was bad. I will tell you all about it when I get home.

See you at graduation.

Yours Truly,

Your Soldier

Chapter 4

Johnny graduates boot camp today. It has been thirteen of the longest weeks of my life. But thirteen of the best knowing he’s mine and I’m his.

Lexi and I both missed school yesterday because we drove up. It was only a two-hour drive, so we got settled and explored the area a bit.

Lexi and I were both up talking late but she was on her phone texting Tyler just as long. Those two seem to be hitting it off pretty well.

By the time I fell asleep, my alarm was going off to be back up. We are getting in early to check-in and do some of the behind the scene tours for families, but we won’t get to see Johnny until the ceremony, and I won’t get him in my arms until after they have been dismissed.

There has been a constant flutter of butterflies in my stomach since I woke up and no matter how hard I try I can’t work up an appetite for breakfast.

When we get down to the base there are so many people milling around and the morning flies by. Before I know it, we are sitting in the stands awaiting the graduation ceremony.

Watching the guys all dressed in uniform, moving at the exact same time to commands is a sight to be seen. It’s just mesmerizing. Even though they all look the same, I can spot Johnny in the crowd and I point him out to his family.

Suddenly, I’m nervous. It’s one thing to write letters but to see him face to face for the first time in almost thirteen weeks is a whole other level. While lying awake last night, I’d even planned what to wear today to look my best for him. I decided on a formal maxi dress which shows off my curves, and I put waves in my dark brown hair but wore it down. I rarely wear a lot of make-up, but I put on waterproof mascara as I knew I’d probably be crying today. I hoped my preparation would calm my nerves, but it hasn’t.

After the performances, there are some speeches, the graduation, and then they are dismissed and we are given a place to go meet up with them. It seems like hours before I see Johnny walking towards us, looking all handsome in his uniform. And when his eyes lock with mine, time seems to stop, and the rest of the world falls away. The smile on his face is huge and I know it has to match mine.

I expect him to go to his family and hug them first, I’m prepared to be last. I am not prepared for him to beeline right to me and sweep me off my feet in a huge hug and spin me around before setting me back down.

“God, I missed you so much I didn’t think it was possible,” he whispers as he cups my face and kisses me.

I don’t care that there are people around us, I forget his family is standing right there. It has been so long since his lips were on mine and now the world seems right again.

This kiss is gentle and needy but holds all the passion we have built up over the last few months. The gentle kiss is in such contrast to the bulky Marine he has turned into, but he is still my Johnny.

I’m lost in the kiss, in him, until Lexi coughs loudly next to me. Johnny reluctantly pulls back and rests his forehead on mine while catching his breath. He takes my hand and only lets go long enough to hug his parents and Lexi before taking my hand right back in his.

“So, everyone is going to this buffet outside of the base, but if you are up for a little bit of a drive there is this mom and pop place a few of the guys and I found last week when we earned a few hours off base. It will be less crowded.”

“Let’s do that,” his mom says, and we make our way back to the car.

I end up in the middle of the back seat and Johnny pulls me as close. Lexi gives me a sly grin and pulls out her phone. I know she is texting Tyler without even having to ask.

I listen as he talks to his parents about boot camp and some of the things they put him through, like the gas chamber. He squeezes my hand as he talks but his voice is level. I wonder how much he’s down-playing some of his experiences for the sake of his parents and Lexi.

When we’ve eaten, we go back to the hotel, and I freshen up in my room before taking a walk with Johnny at his request. When he knocks on my door he is back in jeans and a T-shirt and it’s easier to see all the new muscles he’s built. His brown hair is a lot shorter too, but somehow it all makes him look even more handsome.

A smirk crosses his face. “You want to go for this walk, or you just want me to stand here for your viewing pleasure all night?”

I laugh. “Well the decor in here isn’t the best so I wouldn’t object to you brightening it up.”

He laughs, giving me a heart-stopping smile, and takes my hand to head outside. The hotel is on the main road with lots of shops and places to eat right outside the door, so we just walk down the street taking everything in.

“Thank you for being here today. Walking up and seeing you there was better than I imagined it would be.”

I smile but try to hide the blush on my face.

“You can try to hide, baby girl, but I know you pretty well and that blush is sexy as hell.”

“Tell me about the guys you met there.” I try to change the subject.

“I got along with most of them but didn’t form a close bond with anyone in particular.”

“Why not?” I ask.

“Because of any free time I had, I spent writing to you or reading your letters.” He smirks and squeezes my hand. “I want to take you out on a real date. Tomorrow night Mom and Dad are having a bunch of people over. I asked them to keep it smaller than the night before I left. But Thursday night, you free?”

“I am. I cleared up my schedule for every day you’re home.”

“I’m taking you out on the best first date. Don’t forget Saturday. All day, you’re mine. I’ve been planning the perfect birthday celebration. You only turn eighteen once.”

“I can’t wait.”

We walk a bit more before we turn and head back to the hotel. He walks me up to my room. At the door, the look he gives me is intense and butterflies kick up in my stomach. I haven’t seen these eyes in thirteen weeks I have forgotten how intense they are.

He leans in to give me a good night kiss, but I can feel him holding himself back. When I throw my arms around his neck and pull him close, he pins me up against the wall eliminating any space between us as he deepens the kiss. My world doesn’t tilt, it feels like it’s finally spinning again, like I’m living again with him back by my side.

When he pulls away, he runs his thumb over my bottom lip. “Get some sleep, baby girl. I will see you in the morning.”

He’s all I can think about but paired with the excitement from today I fall asleep a lot quicker than I expected to.

Chapter 5

Johnny

I’m waiting outside the high school for Becky, and I take in my old stomping grounds. It’s a bit weird to be back now but not much has changed.

I offered Lexi a ride home today, but she said Tyler was taking her home. It reminds me that I need to have a talk with him while I’m home and remind him he needs to treat her right.

Earlier today I went and sat down with Becky’s parents since they are in town. I wanted to let them know my intentions of dating Becky. They had some legit questions on my plans while I am away and what if I get stationed elsewhere. We had a good talk before I came here to pick her up.

The final bell rings and people start pouring out of the doors. I am leaning against the hood of my truck, waiting to see my girl. Today is our first date and it starts now.

A few guys come up and say hello while I wait, but when I see her everything else fades away. When she spots me, she runs over and leaps into my arms.

“Hey, baby girl, I missed you.” I give her a chaste kiss before I lead her over to my truck and open her door.

“You just dropped me off at school this morning,” she giggles.

“That was eight whole hours ago!” I fake pout but can’t hold back my laughter as I wait for her to buckle up before I head to my side.

“Do you have any homework?” I ask as I pull out of the parking lot.

“I did most of it over lunch. I just have some reading to do but I can do that before bed.”

“Are you sure? We can head home first for you to get it done. School first.”

She lays her hand on my arm. “I promise it’s okay. Now, where are we going?”

I reach over and take her hand, wrapping her delicate fingers in mine. “So, I thought we would start with a little fun, then food, then I’m going to take you to see that new movie you were talking about last night.”

“Are you sure? It’s a chick flick, you know.”

I pull up at a stoplight and look over to see her biting her bottom lip. I reach over and gently pull her lip free with the pad of my thumb, and her breath hitches in her throat.

“Yes, I’m sure. I don’t care what we watch because I plan to have you in my arms and that’s what matters to me.”

She tells me about her day at school but when she realizes I pulled into the Go Kart track she lets out a squeal. I know this is one of her favorite things to do.

“I am so going to kick your ass at go-karts.” She jumps in her seat and tries to get out of the truck.

I reach over and put my arm across her waist.

“You will wait until I come around and open the door for you. This is a date, let me do this right.”

Her eyes go big, but she smiles and nods before sitting back down.

I open her door and take her hand before heading to get our tickets.

“I feel like now is the time I should tell you I was always letting you win when we raced before,” I admit.

“Such a liar! You’ll see.”

“It’s true. I was trying to impress you and what better way than letting you win?”

“Oh, so now you aren’t trying to impress me anymore?”

I place a soft kiss to her temple. “I’m always up for impressing you but I just felt the need to clear the air.”

“We will see, Johnny Moore! Give me everything you got!”

We have a good time on the track I let her win the first two rounds but give the third round my all, laughing when her jaw drops as I beat her. She calls a rematch and I let her win twice more and play along that my winning was just a fluke.

“You ready to eat?”

“Starving. What do you have planned?”

“Wait and see,” I say and wink at her. I’m taking her to her favorite diner for dinner.

“You know me so well,” she says when we pull into the parking lot.

“I told you I’ve liked you for a while, I just got good at hiding it.”

We sit down and order and over dinner, she starts asking questions.

“So you have training next?”

“Yes, another thirteen weeks of training, but things will loosen up we will have more privileges—email, and phone. Long weekends for holidays. This is also where we put on our wish list where we want to be stationed. It’s not guaranteed but the top of my list will be coming back here to Fort Clark.”

“I thought that was an Army base?”

“It is, but they have some Marines in the artillery department which is where I will be. If I don’t get it, my second choice is Paris Island which is only two hours away, depending on traffic, so perfect for me to visit on weekends. There is also Jacksonville, Florida, which is a two-hour drive south, so either way, I’d be here with you on the weekends.”

She nibbles on her bottom lip as if hesitating to say what is on her mind.

“Hey, baby girl. No secrets, open up to me.”

“Well, it’s a little crazy to plan your whole career around some girl?”

I drop my fork and push my plate aside. I reach across the table and take both her hands in mine and squeeze them.

“Look at me, Becky.”

I wait for her eyes to meet mine.

“You are not some girl, you are my girl. I know I’m not the only one who feels what is happening between us. It’s something real, and special, and I’m not willing to give it up. Plus, I’m close to my family and Lexi it’s a win win for me.

She gives me a shy smile.

“It’s normal to have concerns like this, this isn’t a normal relationship. Just promise me you will be open and honest when you’re worried about anything, because the only way this will work is if we work it out together, okay?”

She nods. “Okay, but it’s a two-way street.”

“Deal.”

She is staying at my parent’s house this week, so it makes taking her home easy.

Once we get home Lexi rushes her upstairs and I spend some time with my parents in the kitchen talking.

That night after everyone is in bed, I slip into her room and climb in bed with her. She crawls right into my arms and a feeling of peace washes over me.

“I loved our date; it was the perfect first date, but I think I like this part even better.”

“Me too. Did you get your reading done for school?”

“Yes, and I even read a chapter ahead.”

“Good girl.” I lean in and kiss her and what I intend to be a simple kiss turns heated quickly. It takes all my control to stop her when she moves to straddle me.

“Johnny?” There’s a hint of hurt in her voice.

“God, Becky, don’t get me wrong, I want you so bad, but I want to be able to know I did this right. I shouldn’t even be in this room with you, but I can’t help myself. You turn eighteen in just a few short days, I want to be able to tell your parents I didn’t touch you until then, okay?”

She sighs, but when she speaks, I can also hear the smile in her voice. “Okay.”

I don’t sleep much that night as I soak in every minute I can of having her in my arms. I memorize everything so the moment will pull me through during training when I have to be away from her again.

Chapter 6

Becky

It’s Saturday, the day before my birthday, which means it’s the day I get to spend the entire day with Johnny. He wouldn’t tell me what he has planned but I don’t care if we sit downstairs and watch TV cuddled on the couch all day, it would be perfect.

Every night since he has been home, I’ve been staying at Lexi’s house and he has been crawling into bed with me. He has kept his word, and nothing has moved past kissing but I’m hoping all that will change tomorrow when I turn eighteen.

I get up and head downstairs where the smell of coffee and bacon is coming from. I find Johnny and Lexi in the kitchen cooking and laughing. They don’t immediately notice me, so I lean against the wall and take it in. I love that they have such a close bond. They fought like crazy growing up, but they are each other’s friend too and always have each other’s backs.

I always wondered if that’s what it would have been like if I had had a sibling, but they accepted me into their family and Lexi is my sister even if not by blood. We’ve been close ever since she gave me half her cookie the first day of Kindergarten because I shared my crayons with her.

I get to watch them laugh for a minute more before Johnny turns and sees me.

“Good morning, baby girl, and happy birthday!” He walks over and gives me a kiss. “Sit down, I’ll get you some coffee, breakfast is almost ready. We attempted that pumpkin French toast you like.”

“Keyword is attempted,” Lexi laughs.

We all sit at the table and are laughing at funny stories of Lexi and me growing up and this is how his parents find us. They both come over and give me a hug and wish me a happy birthday before making their plates and joining us.

“So, what are the plans today?” Kim, Johnny and Lexi’s mom, asks.

“He won’t tell me.” I give him a fake pout which makes him smile.

“I have a whole day planned, don’t you worry. How’s your breakfast?”

“It’s really good, but you forgot the nutmeg.”

“I told you!” Lexi pumps her fist in the air. “But he was all ‘no, it’s just cinnamon’. Ha!”

I laugh and notice the way Johnny’s face softens when he sees the smile on my face. The look makes my heart race and core clench.

“What do I need to bring with me today?” I ask, pushing my empty plate away. “What kind of shoes? Am I dressed okay?”

“You look, beautiful. Are those shoes comfortable? We’ll be doing a bit of walking today.”

I look at the sandals I have on. They are more for show, but I know my feet will be hurting by lunch. “Let me put on some different ones.”

Once ready he helps me into his truck and gives me a quick kiss before closing the door.

“So where to first?” I ask. No one has ever gone to so much effort to plan a whole day for me like this.

“I thought we could spend the whole day in Savannah. I have a few things planned, but if there’s something you want to do, let me know.”

I love Savannah but don’t get there to visit, even though it’s less than an hour away. There is so much history there and the food… this southern girl loves southern cooking!

I lean over and kiss Johnny on the cheek. “It sounds perfect!”

His smile is blinding. “I was thinking we could do the Mighty Eighth Air Force Museum before we head downtown, if you’re up for it.”

“Let’s do it.”

Johnny is enthralled in the museum and military history and I put on a smile but as we walk, the World War II section is a big wake up call to what I am signing up for by entering a relationship with him and what he will be facing overseas on each deployment.

I don’t second guess my choice to be with Johnny, not once, but I think I was ignoring how serious his deployment could be and I can’t ignore it anymore. I guess I spend too much time in front of one particular section because he comes up behind me and wraps his arms around me.

He must read what I did about the mass numbers of casualties because he leans down and presses a kiss to my neck. “I’m sorry, I didn’t think. Maybe this wasn’t the best start to the day.”

“This was the perfect start to the day. I’ve been wanting to come here just as much as you. I guess I wasn’t admitting to myself how much danger you would be in.”

“Come on, I don’t want to do this here.” He looks at the people around us and leads me back to his truck.

Once inside he pulls me on to his lap and nuzzles my neck.

“Do you still want to do this? Us? Because I won’t blame you at all if you want to walk away. I’m asking so much from you, asking you to wait for me to finish boot camp and now basic training and school. That’s equal to many shorter deployments. If this isn’t the life you want, then don’t ever be afraid to walk away. I chose this, you didn’t.”

I silence him with a kiss, and I see the pain on his face when I pull away.

“I have no intention of walking away. The time apart sucks no one will tell you differently, but you are worth it. We are worth it. I don’t walk around thinking of deployments, but I know they are coming, and I guess I was blissfully ignorant to what you would be walking into over there. I know it won’t be pretty, but I still want to be your safe haven, the one you can talk to when things get bad. The one to make your day okay again.”

“I want nothing more, baby girl.” This time when he leans in to kiss me it’s long and sweet. He wraps his hand around the back of my neck and pulls me in closer as he runs his thumb across my cheekbone.

When he pulls back his face is softer and more relaxed. “Let’s head downtown and do one of those trolley tours before lunch.”

I smile as we head downtown where all the history and beautiful buildings are. After our trolley tour, we have lunch at Paula Deen’s restaurant, and the food is amazing. Then he had several home tours set up before we take a walk down on River Street and he spoils me with some new clothes and necklace I was looking at.

“I need to remember to be more careful window shopping around you,” I tell him after he fastens the necklace he just bought me around my neck.

“Why?”

“Because I don’t want you spending all your money on me. I love this necklace and the clothes, but I don’t expect you to buy everything that catches my eye.”

He smiles and rubs his thumb across my bottom lip before leaning in to give me a chaste kiss.

“It is my pleasure to be able to spoil you. I will always spoil you where I can. The military pay isn’t the best but right now it’s just me, and I live on next to nothing. Once we take that next step money will be tighter. So let me do this for you now.”

I’m shocked speechless as I stare at him. Did he...?

“Shock you there, baby girl?” He places a finger under my chin to close my mouth. “I mean it. What I feel for you is huge, I know we are going to go the distance if you can deal with the craziness of being with a Marine, I promise you I will do everything I can to make it worth it.”

“I’m not going anywhere. I don’t care that you are a Marine, I grew up with you. I’m dating Johnny, Lexi’s older brother who used to take us fishing then throw worms in our hair. Johnny the Marine, who I am crazy proud of is a bonus.”

He smiles and shakes his head looking at his feet. When he looks up at me through his lashes, I know I’m here for the long haul too. That moment he steals my heart and I know I won’t ever get it back.

Chapter 7

Tomorrow I head out to basic training, and I hate the thought of leaving Becky and my family again. Mostly Becky.

These last ten days proved to me that this is right and my feelings for her have only grown. That means walking out the door tomorrow is going to be even harder than last time.

But we still have tonight.

Lexi and my family went up to bed a few minutes ago leaving Becky and me in the basement watching TV. She is snuggled up to my side and I have my arm wrapped around her holding her close.

“You know basic training won’t be so bad, we can call and text more,” I say.

“Will you still write me letters? I love getting them in the mail.”

“Of course, I love getting yours too. We will also be allowed to have visitors after the first month. Paris Island is at most a two-hour drive. Maybe you and my family can come to visit for Christmas?”

She turns to look at me and her eyes light up.

“I’d love to. What about Thanksgiving?”

“Any time we can make visiting work, I want to see you, even if it’s only for an hour, okay? I will pay gas, car maintenance, whatever it takes.”

“I don’t need you to...”

I kiss her so she doesn’t finish that sentence. “I know you don’t need or want my money,” I murmur against her lips, “But we have been over this. I want to take care of you. Please let me.”

She nods then kisses me again. There is something different in this kiss and I can’t seem to pull away. When she leans up and climbs into my lap to straddle me, I know she feels it too.

We haven’t gone any further than some heavy kissing because she hadn’t turned eighteen until a few days ago and since then we haven’t been alone much. I have thought about it, every night when I hold her in my arms. I have thought about taking her and that moment when I finally enter her, but I know I can’t do that then turn around and leave her for the next three months.

I rest my hands on her hips and almost lose it when she starts grinding against me and her chest pressing against mine and I can’t help but moan. I grip her hips to stop her grinding and she pulls back with a slight blush on her cheeks.

“Sorry,” she murmurs, and tries to climb off me but I hold her where she is.

“Baby girl, look at me.” I wait for her eyes to meet mine. “Don’t you dare for one second think that I don’t want this. I have thought about it more times than I want to admit. What I can’t do is let this go too far and walk out that door tomorrow. I can’t do that to you and to us.”

She bites her lip, and a thought runs through my mind and I have to know.

“Baby, how far have you gone with a guy before?”

She looks down at my chest and her face turns bright red. I place my finger under her chin and gently raise her head to look at me.

“This is us, there is no wrong answer, okay?”

“I gave Alex a blow job once, he dumped me the next day and said I had no idea what I was doing, because, well, I didn’t.”

Mental note to self: beat the shit out of Alex next time I’m home. I close my eyes and try to get my rage under control.

“I’m sorry,” she whispers.

My eyes snap open to hers. “You have nothing to be sorry for. Alex, on the other hand, will need to watch his back. Oh, the fun we will be having.”

I take a few more deep breaths and run my thumbs across her bare skin under her shirt.

“First of all, if he came, you did nothing wrong. Second of all, it’s his job to show you what he likes because everyone is different. Third… I’m glad he dumped you because you deserve so much better than that and I will prove to be that for you.”

She frames my face in her hands. “You already are so much better than that. No one has treated me like you do. No one has planned a whole day with me full of my favorite things then insisted on still spoiling me.”

I chuckle. “Let’s be honest, this skirt was as much for me as it was for you. Now, back to the original question. Is that thing, with Alex the dead man, as far as you have gone?

The blush returns to her cheeks and she nods. “Yeah, he didn’t even... you know, with me.”

“He didn’t make you come?”

She shakes her head.

“Did he try to?”

“No.”

I take a deep breath. “I’m going to ask because I want to be extra clear. Are you a virgin?”

“Yes,” she whispers, and I squeeze my eyes shut. She’s never been with anyone and at that moment I know she won’t ever be with anyone but me.

“I wish I had waited now, you have this amazing gift to give and I don’t. I was only with one person.”

“Shelia?”

“Yeah.”

She smiles. “She was nice and I kind of liked her, when I didn’t want to claw her eyes out for dating you.”

I shake my head. “It’s in the past and she means nothing to me, the same way Alex means nothing to you. It’s you and me from here on out.”

She nods.

“All this doesn’t mean we can’t have a little bit of fun tonight, but if at any point you want to stop, you tell me. We have all the time in the world, and I will wait for you as long as you need me to, okay?”

“Okay. What did you have in mind?”

I slide her skirt up around her waist with one hand and pull her mouth back to mine with the other.

I brush a finger over her panty-covered slit to find her so wet for me.

“Anyone ever touch you here?” I whisper against her lips.

“No.”

“May I?”

“Yes,” she says on a sigh.

I trail my hand up her thigh and rub her clit over the fabric, and I smile against her lips as her hips jerk. I slip her underwear aside and run my finger through her folds, rubbing gentle, slow circles when I reach her sweet spot. I vary the pressure, soft and hard which causes her to whimper.

When I slowly slide a finger into her, her walls clamp down on me. I keep rubbing her clit with my thumb before I enter a second finger stretching her slowly as she moans into my mouth. When she starts grinding on to my hand, I know she is close.

I increase the pressure on her clit and watch her shatter for me. A flush that covers her skin and a blissful look on her face as she lets go and falls over the edge has me as hard as a rock. It’s a look that I know will get me through many lonely nights and it is intensified by knowing I am the only person lucky enough to see it.

When her body relaxes, her head falls to my shoulder and she curls into me. I remove my hand and bring it to my lips and to my first taste of her. Sweet and I’m instantly addicted.

After a minute her hand trails to my waist and I know she thinks she has to reciprocate, but she is about to find out how wrong she is.

“Tonight was about you, baby girl. This isn’t a tit-for-tat thing, because watching you fall apart was just as much for me as it was for you, okay?”

Her eyes study my face before she nods and curls back against my chest. I put on another movie and we snuggle close like that until the movie is over. When I see her asleep, I lie down on the couch with her on my chest and pull a blanket over us for the night.

Everyone is quiet at breakfast and Dad tries to keep the conversation going by asking if I’m packed or if I need anything. I just need them to look after my girl and they promise they will.

I say goodbye to my family in the living room and Mom holds me a bit longer than normal and whispers in my ear that she will look after Becky for me.

I turn to the woman who has quickly become my everything and try to smile.

“Walk me out to the truck, baby girl?” This is my last-ditch effort for a bit of privacy.

I load up my bag then I hand her the letter I wrote her last night and she smiles and pulls out one for me.

“Read that before you go to bed tonight,” she says.

“Okay.” I smile. “Still in this?” I ask her.

“100% no doubts. Are you?”

“100% no doubts,” I repeat her words back to her.

“Go learn all the things you need to be safe. Write to me and we will figure the rest out.”

“I will see you at Christmas if not before.”

“Promise. First chance we have, I’m on my way to you.”

I close any space between us and pull her in for a kiss. A kiss where I lay all my emotions out that I can’t say yet. A kiss that tells her I’m hers and I’m not going anywhere.

When I pull back, she is as breathless as I am.

Driving away from her is the hardest thing I have ever done.

Chapter 8

Oct 3, 2014

Becky,

No amount of time with you will be enough. Ten days went by so fast it only felt like one. I sit here wishing for more time but I’m also so grateful for the time we got.

I’m already planning Christmas, knowing I will get to see you, to hold you, to kiss you.

I want you to know how bad I wanted you tonight. I don’t want this to ever be a doubt in your head. You are the most beautiful girl in the world to me and I want you so bad that I am hard at the worst times.

Watching you let go for me tonight. I just don’t have the words. Know without a shadow of a doubt I will be reliving that moment every night. Thank you for that gift.

Have fun at school, go to a football game with Lexi, and enjoy being a senior. Then come home and tell me all about it in detail. I want to feel like I am there with you.

Yours Truly,

Your Soldier

Oct 4, 2014

Johnny,

I had a whole letter I wrote out yesterday morning, but I trashed it after last night. Right now, you are in the shower and I want to rewrite this.

Last night was amazing. Life changing. And you can bet your cute ass it will be what I am thinking about every night before bed. It will be what I see when I close my eyes and when I touch myself at the end of each day.

As much as I wanted you last night, I have to admit you were right. It would be too hard to have gone all the way then watch you walk away today. Thank you for looking out for me. You are an amazing man, Johnny.

I’m going to miss you like crazy. I know we can do this because we have once before. This time we will be able to talk on the phone and be able to see each other some. But please keep writing to me. I know I asked before, but I want to again. I love getting your letters in the mail. I love knowing you sat down and touched the paper while writing to me, thinking of me.

Learn all the things,

Becky

October 22, 2014

Becky,

I just put in my wish list for orders just like we talked about. Georgia first, South Carolina second, and Florida third.

It was also amazing to hear your voice the other night. When we hung up the phone, I was smiling so much the guys gave me so much shit, but I didn’t care. I got to talk to my girl and that is everything. You are everything.

I miss you, baby girl. I’m still waiting to hear back on Thanksgiving plans. If we get that as a four-day weekend, can you come up? Even part of the weekend? There is a hotel right here on base, I can get you a room. I will call the second I know more.

I talked to Lexi on the phone and she was mentioning a Halloween Party coming up. I want to be honest, I’m struggling with it. I want you to go and have the experience, but I hate the thought of all the guys eying you up.

That choice is yours, always. If you go, don’t wear something too revealing and don’t dance with anyone. That’s on me and I will make it up to you next time I see you.

Yours Truly,

Your Soldier

November 3, 2014

Johnny,

Lexi did drag me to the Halloween party with her and Tyler, but I didn’t dance, and I went as a goddess. My dress went to my ankles and had a high neckline. I emailed you a picture. Did they do anything on base for you guys?

So, I was talking to your mom and dad who said they’re coming to visit for Thanksgiving weekend and they offered to let me tag along. I talked to my parents and they said the choice is mine, I’m legally an adult.

So I thought it over and I want to spend Thanksgiving day with my parents, but we always eat early so I plan to leave and head your way that night. I can stay the weekend and head home Monday with your family. If you still want me there, that is. I don’t want to step on family time.

Let me know and I will make plans.

Becky

November 8, 2014

Becky

You. Are. Family.

No arguments. I want you here. I already booked you a room so we can have our own space.

Sorry, this letter isn’t longer. Weekend training so I don’t have a lot of time.

Yours Truly,

Your Soldier

December 3, 2014

Johnny,

I have no words for how great it was to see you and how hard it was to be the one leaving. I haven’t slept well since you were home for your ten-day leave. I swear your arms are magic, you make me feel safe.

I got home and my parents told me this year they wanted to visit my mom’s family in Arizona for Christmas, and since they knew I’d want to go see you they are heading out early. So I get to spend as much time with you as you want.

I can be there for the whole two weeks I'm out of school and see you on time off, or I can come up for a weekend just let me know.

Becky

December 10, 2014

Becky

Got your winter break dates from Lexi and booked you a room for the whole two weeks. I don’t know what days I will have off yet, but I will see you every night and I can stay with you on the weekend, for sure.

I already have the most perfect Christmas gift for you and all I need is you, so don’t stress about getting me anything. Promise?

I can’t wait to hold you in my arms again.

Yours Truly,

Your Soldier

January 1, 2015

Johnny,

I am still reeling from the most amazing two weeks ever. I still can’t believe you got orders right here in Georgia. I was mentally preparing for you to end up in California, so this is such a relief!

You get ten days at home before having to be on the base, right?

Ahhh! Lexi is laughing at me because I can’t keep still, I’m so excited. I’m actually writing this in the car on the way home while Lexi drives.

I don’t think she will let me live this down for a while. That’s okay, it’s totally worth it.

I can’t believe you will be home in just four days. I plan to hand this letter to you instead of sending it, but I still had to write it.

Becky

Chapter 9

Becky

I’m woken up by arms wrapping around me and I gasp to find Johnny sliding into bed with me.

“What are you doing here?” I ask, shocked.

“They had us report at 6 a.m. and dismissed us. There was no one on the road so I made good time. It’s just barely 8 a.m., let me cuddle with you for a bit. Get some sleep.”

“There is no way I’m going to be able to sleep now!”

He chuckles and leans in to kiss me. No matter how much I try to deepen the kiss he keeps it soft before pulling away.

“Just let me hold you. You start school again tomorrow so it will be early morning, let’s just enjoy this.”

I can’t argue with him. Plus, being back in his arms feels like home.

Christmas break was amazing. We had dinner together every night and both weekends he stayed in the room with me. We went out and explored a bit, but we spent a lot more time inside cuddling and making out. We couldn’t keep our hands off each other.

We agreed to revisit the talk of going all the way once he had his orders and was settled. That’s coming soon and I have given it a lot of thought. I am so ready to take this step with him. He just doesn’t know it yet.

We cuddle until his parents wake up and we spend the day at his house just being lazy because he wants downtime. That means lots of watching TV, pizza, and an evening around the fire pit after dinner.

When everyone has headed to bed, we get settled outside under a blanket with some hot chocolate.

“You’re quiet. What are you thinking so hard about? I ask.

“Us,” he answers, not taking his eyes off the fire.

I instantly sober and he must feel my body go straight because he pulls me closer.

“All good things. I’m thinking of the dates I want to take you on and making plans for your graduation. I think I want to take a weekend road trip to celebrate if you will let me plan one.”

I rest my head on his shoulder. “I would love nothing more.”

“Good, now let’s address why you tensed up when I said us.”

“I don’t know.”

“Baby girl. No lies here.”

I sigh. “Because I’ve never had a good experience when a guy has said he’s been thinking about us.”

He nods and I watch the glowing embers reflected back in eyes as he stares at the fire pit.

“I think how serious I am about you might scare you away.”

“I doubt it,” I murmur, and he gives a dry laugh.

“I’m already trying to plan how long after graduation before I can ask you to move in with me. I’ve been looking at places just outside Richmond Hill so it’s halfway between your school in Savannah and base.”

“Johnny. Really?”

“Yes. It’s more than that. I’ve been dreaming of you walking down the aisle to me, of you round with our baby. When I see my future, it’s all you. I’ve been scared to let myself go there.”

I kiss him short and sweet. “Keep making those plans because I’m all in.”

“Yeah?”

“Yep. It’s been on my mind lately too. So it’s not just you.”

Over the next few days, we fall into an easy routine. He takes me to school and is there to pick me up. We have a few dates of dinners and movies or spending time at his house with his family. Every night ends with him climbing into bed with me and holding me close.

We both know change is coming. He has to report to base in a few days and that means a whole new schedule. I soak in every memory and every feeling. I’ve learned not to take any of it for granted because the military can change things at the drop of a hat.

Chapter 10

I’ve been on base for a month now and we have settled into a nice routine. During the week when we don’t get out too late, I come home for dinner but have to be back on base by 9 p.m. Then we spend the entire weekend together.

But today is different. Today is Friday and the day before Valentine’s Day. I cleared it with her parents and mine and I rented a little cabin about an hour away for the weekend. I told her to pack a bag and we would leave right after she gets out of school today.

She is excited and has been begging me to tell her my plans, but I keep saying it’s a secret. When I see her walking toward me in the parking lot, I can’t help but smile. She launches herself into my arms and I catch her easily, laughing the whole time.

“Come on, baby girl, we have an hour’s drive.”

“Will you tell me the plans now?”

“If you get in the truck.” I open her door and she climbs in and buckles up.

Once on the road, I take her hand and smile.

“I rented a cabin in the woods for the weekend. There is a stream where we can do some fishing, and I even promise not to throw worms in your hair.”

She grins and turns her body to face me and leans her head back on the headrest. “It’s perfect.”

We talk about school and summer plans. She asks me to go to prom with her and gets really excited when I say I will. I guess she and Lexi are going to go dress shopping next weekend to beat the crowds.

We stop at a grocery store and pick up food for the weekend and get our fishing licenses before we head toward the cabin.

When we pull up to the cabin, she gasps. “This is the place you rented?”

“Yeah. Do you like it?”

“Johnny, when you said a cabin, I was thinking some small cozy one-bedroom place. This is a house!” She lets out a squeal. “Let’s go see the inside!”

The cabin is right on the river. So much so the back porch hangs over the water and you can fish from it. To the side is a fire pit and seating area, but Becky is right, it’s like a two-story log home.

I take her hand and lead her inside.

She sucks in a breath. “Johnny, this is beautiful, but I know this wasn’t cheap.”

“I got a good deal. The property manager is the mom of one of the guys I was in training with and she hooked me up. The owner was more than happy to give a Marine a good price so he could impress his girl.”

She leans up and gives me a quick kiss then takes in the two-story living room with a matching two-story fireplace.

I follow her on to the back porch to see the view over the river.

“It’s so beautiful. We can fish right here while I make us some snacks. Oh, I love it!”

I walk up behind her while she is leaning on the rail and I wrap my arms around her waist. We stand taking it all in before I kiss her temple and pull away.

“Let’s go check out the bedroom.”

It’s a three-bedroom cabin but the master bedroom is a showstopper with large windows overlooking the river. The bed is placed perfectly to take in the view. The bathroom is done up in river rocks and there is a large Jacuzzi tub right in a water room with dual showers.

“It’s like a spa!” She giggles and runs her hands over the river rocks. Immediately my thoughts go to showering with her and taking her up against the wall.

Needing the distraction, I ask her, “What do you want to do first?”

“Let’s do dinner, then we can sit out by the fire for a bit?”

“Sounds perfect.”

Our evening is filled with cooking dinner together, making smores, and cuddling around the fire pit before heading up to bed. She says she wants to take a shower before bed, so I figure now is a good time to put my plan into action.

The second she closes the door and I hear the water start, I scramble to the second bag I brought and pull out the candles, and set them around the room. I light them before grabbing the rose petals and making a trail from the bathroom door to the bed and then settle her present in the middle on a pile of red rose petals. The box in silver wrapping really stands out.

I hear the water turn off, so I take a deep breath and stand to the side of the rose petal trail, waiting for her to open the door. When she does, her mouth drops.

“Johnny...” she sighs my name and takes in the room without moving from the doorway. “I thought we said no gifts.”

“We said no Valentine’s gifts, it’s not Valentine’s Day until tomorrow.”

She shakes her head. “Guess it’s a good thing I didn’t listen either.”

I hold out my hand to her and she lets me lead her through the soft rose petal trail to where her gift rests on the bed.

“Open it, baby.” I nod toward her gift.

She takes her time saving the wrapping paper as best she can and slowly opens the box.

Inside are two things that hold a heavy value. She picks up the ring that is on top. It has an infinity symbol, and on either side is set a heart-shaped stone. One is her birthstone and one is mine. I know the minute she sees the inscription because she gasps. Inside the ring ‘I Love You’ is engraved.

Her watery eyes meet mine and I smile.

“I love you, Becky, and I want you to wear this ring as a promise of my love for you. A promise to always come home to you, to spoil you, and to show you daily how much I love you. This is the promise of our forever.”

She throws her arms around me. “I love you too, Johnny.” I feel her tears on my neck and hold her close until she pulls back.

I take the ring and slide it on her finger before pulling the other item from the box. A set of my dog tags.

“We have to make you an official Marine girlfriend,” I say and slide them over her neck. Seeing her with my dog tags around her neck does something to me. It marks her in yet another way as mine.

“Don’t you need these?” she asks as she holds them out to look at them.

“I have two sets, but I had this set made for you.”

She smiles and reaches up to kiss me with so much tenderness I can’t help but moan.

“Make love to me, Johnny,” she whispers against my lips.

“We don’t have to, that’s not what tonight was about,” I reassure her.

She steps back and pulls the oversized T-shirt off and that’s when I realize she didn’t have any shorts on under like I thought. She is now standing in front of me in the sexiest red lingerie I have ever seen. My mind goes blank, my cock hardens, and I’m finding it hard to breathe.

“Do you like it?” She bites her bottom lip, looking nervous.

“She stuns me speechless and wonders if I like it,” I murmur as I look at the ceiling to regain my composure. “Baby, I have never seen anything sexier than you right now.”

She smiles. “Good, this is your present.”

“I think I got the better end of this deal.”

She laughs. “I would have to say I disagree.”

I smile, but it fades as my eyes run down her body, with curves in all the right places and my dog tags hanging between her breasts, I can’t wait to get my hands on her.

“Last chance, baby girl, are you absolutely sure about this?”

“Never been surer of anything in my life.”

I nod and pull her into a kiss so full of heat.

“On the bed, baby.” Her hips sway as she walks to the edge of the bed and lies down in the middle. I pull off my shirt and she watches me with lust-filled eyes. Since starting boot camp my muscles and abs are a lot more defined. When I was missing her, I’d hit the gym hard, and knowing she seems to like what she sees makes all the hard work worth it.

Before crawling into bed with her I pull my jeans off so I’m in nothing but my boxer briefs as I lay down beside her.

“You are so beautiful,” I murmur as I trail my hand from her shoulder down between her breasts over her stomach to her mound, where I find her wet. I look into her eyes as I push the lace fabric aside and run my fingers through her folds before circling her clit.

She gasps and her hips buck, making me smile. I lean down and kiss her while still putting pressure on her clit.

“Come for me, baby girl, the softer and wetter you are the less this will hurt.” I lean down and suck one of her nipples into my mouth over the lace fabric and smile as her hips buck again. I can feel she is close, so I increase the pressure and suck her other nipple into my mouth. Her hand grips my hair as she screams my name while her climax takes over her.

As she starts to relax, I can’t help but take her in. The red lace against her creamy smooth skin is a sight I won’t forget. I reach around, unhook her bra and slide it off. Then remove the lace thong, sliding it down her slender legs, and for the first time she is lying in front of me with nothing on but my dog tags. She truly steals my breath away.

Standing up I remove my boxer briefs and her eyes track my every move. I move to my bag and grab the box of condoms I packed. I wanted to be prepared but I also had no expectations for this weekend. Once the condom is on, I crawl back over to her.

My heart is racing as I look into her eyes so full of love.

“I love you,” I whisper.

She smiles and whispers back, “I love you, too.”

“Open your legs, baby.”

When she does, I settle between her thighs, where I want to live the rest of my life. I brace my weight on my arms and slide my cock through her folds and over her clit. When she moans, I smile.

“Eyes on me, baby girl.”

When her eyes meet mine, I slowly slide into her and have to fight not to close my eyes with how good she feels. I start with slow strokes working my way in until I hit her barrier.

“You feel so damn good, I’m so sorry, this might hurt a little, but will you trust me to make it good for you?”

“I trust you, Johnny.”

My heart swells. I don’t think she knows the impact those four words have on me. I slide out, lean down to kiss her, and thrust forward breaking the seal of her virginity. She lets out a scream and I kiss down her jaw and her neck.

“I love you. Just breathe, it’s going to feel so good. God, I love you,” I tell her, while it takes everything in me not to move.

When her body starts to relax and I see no hint of pain on her face, I draw back and with short, slow thrusts I build my way up.

Her hands claw at my shoulders pulling me closer as she wraps her legs around my waist.

“Don’t you dare hold back,” she moans, and I pick up the pace angling my hips so I’m hitting her clit on each thrust. I feel her pussy start to flutter around me and I know she is close, so I lean down and suck hard on her nipple, knowing how much she likes that. It’s enough to send her over the edge screaming my name and with a few short strokes, I follow her.

It takes me a few minutes to catch my breath before I can move. And we lie there panting with our foreheads resting against each other. I place a gentle kiss on her forehead and then pull out, not missing her wince as I do so. I grab a cloth from the bathroom to clean us both up, then crawl back into bed, pulling her close.

“That was amazing. Is it always like that?” she asks me.

“It’s never been like that. I think it’s you, it’s us.”

I feel her smile against my chest. “I like that.”

“This is it, Becky. You are mine. I’m not backing down and I’m not letting you go. It’s not going to be easy. At some point, I will deploy, but I swear if you agree to this life with me, I will always make sure it’s worth it and you will always know how much I love you.”

“I’m not going anywhere. I make you the same promise. You will always know how much I love you. I want you to lean on me when it gets hard over there, lean on me, let me carry you.”

“We are in this together.”

“Together,” she agrees as she snuggles in and falls asleep in my arms, where she belongs.

Chapter 11

Johnny wasn’t able to pick me up from school today, so Lexi and I decided to hit the mall to look at shoes for prom next month. She is so excited to go with Tyler and they have gotten pretty serious.

“You still planning to go to school in Savannah?” she asks.

“Yeah, why wouldn’t I?”

“I was worried maybe you would switch to something online, in case Johnny has to transfer.”

“That’s a bridge we will cross when we get there. I can transfer at any point, but I like the idea of going in person and making friends. You still plan on going too, right?”

“Yeah, I was worried you were going to bail on me, I’m looking forward to going together.”

I laugh. “Nope, you’re stuck with me, now let’s make another round and get another cookie sample.”

We are laughing and joking on the way home, but when we walk into the house one look at Lexi’s parents’ faces and we know something is wrong.

“What is it?” Lexi asks.

Johnny walks in from the kitchen with the same solemn look on his face. He forces a smile when I look at him.

“Come outside with me, baby girl.”

It’s been almost two months since Valentine’s Day, and it’s been perfect. I’ve never felt so loved or wanted in my life. He’s always letting me know I’m on his mind, with texts and love notes. He holds me in his arms every weekend and he gets along great with my parents, who are doing more and more traveling. That means I’m spending even more time here at Lexi and Johnny’s house.

I follow him outside and when he sits in one of the rocking chairs, he reaches for me and pulls me into his lap.

“You are starting to scare me. What’s going on?”

“I got deployment orders.”

My heart sinks in my chest. I close my eyes and lean into him. We knew this was coming, we were hoping it wouldn’t be until later this summer.

“When?”

“I leave in two weeks.”

Tears burn my eyes. He’s going to miss prom, my graduation, his birthday.

“For how long?”

“They are saying until November.”

I nod but can’t look at him. I keep my eyes closed and my head buried in his chest. He holds me tight and rocks us gently in the chair.

My heart breaks and I try not to think of the worst-case scenario and what could happen to him over there. I try to focus on the good, things like planning care packages and homecoming.

We are both quiet for a long time before I take a deep breath. This is what being a Marine girlfriend is all about. I researched this, read books and blog posts, and joined a few groups on social media.

“What do you need from me? I want a list of stuff you need or want in your care packages and, be prepared, you will be getting a lot of them.”

He pulls me in for a kiss. “I just need to know you will be waiting for me when I get home.”

“That’s a given.”

He smiles and I smile too, but they’re not happy smiles and both of us know it.

“I love you. I know we can do this, just lean on me,” I say with more conviction than I feel.

“I love you, too. You are so strong, and I will make sure you have a killer support group here. There is a dinner tomorrow night, the guys are getting together so our girls can meet each other. This way you aren’t alone. I know you will have Mom, Dad, and Lexi, but it’s not the same.”

“I can’t wait.”

The next two weeks go by in a blur. I make friends with a few of the other girls and we have a few events set up for after they leave to keep our minds off things.

Watching him pack tonight has been the hardest. He is staying at the house but has to leave at 5 a.m. so he’s loading up his truck now. His dad is driving him and bringing his truck home. He isn’t allowed to have a bunch of people at the drop off, otherwise we would all go.

“You forgot something.” I hand him his letter.

He smiles and hands me his. “Not until tomorrow afternoon.”

I nod. “Same goes for you.”

Over dinner, his mom tries to keep things light and we all go to bed early. He doesn’t even hide that he’s staying in my room tonight.

When he makes love to me it’s soft and sweet and we both cry silent tears but don’t say a word. He holds me extra close and my mind races with all the what ifs as I fall asleep in his arms.

Chapter 12

April 22, 2015

Becky,

Over these next seven months, there is one thing I need you to know.

I love you.

I love you more than anything or anyone. I want you there when I get home, I want to get us a place and move in together so I can hold you every night, come home to you every night.

Start looking at places halfway between base and Savannah, make a list of what you like. I will make it happen soon as I get home.

You are it for me.

I love you.

Yours Truly,

Your Soldier

April 22, 2015

Johnny,

We got this! The key is to focus on short term dates, not the ones so far away. So your first date to focus on is your first care package. I’m already getting it ready, so as soon as I have your address, I can mail it that day.

Lexi is doing one too, she wanted to share one and got mad when I told her to send her own. There is not an inch of space to spare!

I decided not to go to prom. Now don’t get mad and give me the ‘it’s a rite of passage’ bullshit speech. You know Lexi and I went last year. This year it would just be too hard without you there.

Instead, a few of the Marine girlfriends and I are doing a movie marathon.

Call when you can, I will always answer, middle of class, middle of the night, I don’t care. Any time.

I love you and will be here when you get back.

Becky

May 28, 2015

Becky,

That was one hell of a care package, baby. I love you that included some cookies for the rest of my unit. I’m not going to lie, a few of them told me to ask you to marry them. There were also a few fights. Mainly me beating the shit out of those guys.

Because I’m going to marry you.

This is not me asking, this is a statement.

I’m not going to wait long when I get home. I want you tied to me in every way possible.

I’m sorry I missed prom, but it sounds like you had a great time with the girls. I will make it up to you. There is always a huge Christmas gala that outdoes prom tenfold. Also, the Marine Ball every year. I promise to take you to both every year I am home.

I am also sorry I missed your graduation today. I’ve been thinking of you constantly and I want you to know how proud of you I am.

It’s our unit’s turn to go on rotation so you won’t hear from me for a few days. I love you and promise I will call the first chance I get.

Yours Truly,

Your Soldier

June 4, 2015

Johnny,

Your parents are taking Lexi and me to Hilton Head for a few days to celebrate graduation. I will send pictures.

Tyler left for boot camp, so I think this trip is more of a distraction for Lexi. She said she is thankful I’ve been through this and know what she is going through.

We have spent many late nights up talking. She talked to your parents and asked me to move into your house until you get home. I talked to my parents and I’m going to do it.

I am also going to be sleeping in your bed.

I miss you.

Stay Safe, Solider.

I love you.

Becky

July 26, 2015

Becky,

I’m sorry I haven’t written. Things are hard. You said to lean on you, but I have a hard time dragging you into this dark place with me.

In our last rotation, we were met with gunfire and an explosive. I am fine. Just a few scratches, didn’t even need stitches. We lost three guys though. I’m sure you know that by now, the wives will talk.

In light of that, I was promoted. They say I earned it, but I feel like it was given to me because I’m alive and a warm body to fill the slot.

They were quick to send out some new guys too. They are fresh from boot camp. I outrank them and they are my age. It just doesn’t feel right to me.

They are good guys. There’s one, Carr, he’s got a girl back home, and hearing him talk about her makes me realize how lucky I am to have you. She is so insecure and high maintenance. She is always needing reassurance that no other girls are around him, that he still loves her, why didn’t he call sooner. I’ve gotten four letters from you and he has yet to get one from her.

I shared goodies from my care package with him because I feel so bad. I also feel so lucky and blessed.

I love you so much. Thank you for supporting me and being by my side.

Yours Truly,

Your Soldier

August 17, 2015

Johnny,

I love you. I am always here for you. You are an amazing man and always throw yourself into what you do. Give your all to this new rank and prove they made the right choice.

I actually met Carr’s girl, Whitney is her name. She is a real piece of work. None of the other girls like her, she acts like she is above us all. We feel obligated to invite her to things, but no one wants her there.

I feel so bad saying that, I try to say it has to be the stress getting to her, but I don’t know. In this care package is a smaller box for Carr. Every soldier should get mail.

I am so nervous to start school in a few weeks. Excited too. This has been my dream for a while. I still plan to be a social worker but I’m switching gears a bit, thanks to you. I plan to work with military members transitioning back into civilian life. Particularly ones who have been injured in the line of duty.

I love you!

Becky

September 7, 2015

Becky,

I am thinking of you today on your first day of college. Tell me everything. What did you wear? Who did you meet? What classes do you have? How do you like your teachers? What was the campus like? Do you regret staying at home and not moving into the dorms?

I mean it, baby girl. Every detail.

Also, we got our tentative homecoming date. I can’t say anything in detail here but it’s two months, give or take a few days from the date of our first date. No dates in the letter, it’s a security thing, okay?

I’ve been talking to a buddy of mine here, his wife is going to help you, Mom, Dad, and Lexi all get on base for homecoming. I think she is excited to have something to focus on.

Carr wanted to make sure I told you he says thank you for the package. He is standing over me as I write this part of the letter, so he knows it made it in. His parents and sisters sent a care package recently too, but he likes your cookies better.

He isn’t standing over my shoulder anymore, I just want you to know that despite his girl, he’s a good guy.

I Love you.

Yours Truly,

Your Soldier

October 31, 2015

Johnny,

Lexi is dragging me to yet another Halloween party. What is up with your sister and Halloween?! College parties are way worse than high school too.

I think it’s just an excuse for girls to wear lingerie in public. I decided to go as Sandy from Grease and got way too many weird looks. One girl even said I had on too many clothes. When a guy made that comment I dragged your sister out of there too.

Speaking of Lexi. I think she and Tyler are worse than we were when you were at training. She drove up there the other night just to have dinner with him for an hour before coming home. I teased her, but I was upset that I hadn’t thought of doing it.

I’d give anything to drive and see you even for an hour right now.

Stay safe.

I love you.

Becky

November 12, 2015

Becky,

I might make it home just before this letter gets to you. Thinking about that is what is getting me through and why I have a smile on my face recently, the guys have been giving me so much shit about it. I don’t care. I will soon have you in my arms.

I love you. I love you. I love you.

Yours Truly,

Your Soldier

Chapter 13

Johnny will be home in two weeks. Two weeks and my mind is racing. He will be home for Thanksgiving and Christmas. The other girls from the unit and I are making homecoming signs and everything tomorrow, but tonight Lexi has demanded a girl’s night.

Her parents are going out on a date night so it’s just us at home. We ordered take out and will be watching movies soon, but I can tell there is something on Lexi’s mind as we eat.

When she sets her fork down, I know she is ready to talk.

“Tyler gets home a week after Johnny.”

“Yes, and he got stationed here in Georgia too. What are you thinking?”

“If he stays, he’s going to want things to get serious like they did with you when Johnny got stationed here.”

“Are you not ready for that?”

“I don’t know. I really really like him. But...”

“It’s different with letters and phone calls than in person.”

She nods.

“You and Tyler had almost a whole year together in person before he left for boot camp. Johnny and I didn’t have that, so believe me, I was in your spot too. The best thing you can do is be honest and open with him. Chances are he’s feeling the same way.”

“You’re right. Okay, enough about me, let’s talk homecoming. Not the dance, but your man coming home!”

“Well, the girls are all dressing up and making signs. There is one girl who is pregnant, and her soldier will be finding out when he gets home. Another girl got her daughter the cutest ‘Get out of my way, I’m here to pick up my daddy’ shirt. I wanted to get us a place for the weekend, but he said no that he made plans,” I shrug.

“I’m so going to regret this... your surprise can be under your dress.” She then makes some fake gagging sounds and I laugh even harder. Then I sober.

“I know we joke about it being weird, but are you really okay with us together?”

Lexi jumps up and is at my side wrapping me in a hug a second later.

“I always considered you family. To be honest I always saw the way you two would look at each other or flirt. I pushed it off and figured you would work it out or move on. The night of his going away party I knew something had changed. That night all I could think about was you becoming my sister for real. Yes, it will always be weird to talk about your sex life with my brother, but you are my best friend first and I am always here. I am 100% on board with this and I don’t ever want you to doubt that again.”

I hug her back with everything in me. I love this girl as if she were my sister and always have.

We finish our dinner and before we start our movie marathon, I ask her.

“Do you think Tyler is it for you?”

She takes a deep breath. “Yes. Now you… same question.”

“Well, no, Tyler is most definitely not it for me.”

She throws popcorn at me. “You know I meant Johnny!”

I smile. “Yeah, he’s it for me.”

“So there is a chance you will be my sister in law?”

“From the way he is talking yeah, a good chance.”

She jumps up and hugs me. “That makes all the gross moments worth it.”

I don’t think I can remember a time I’ve ever been this nervous.

Johnny comes home today.

I wasn’t this nervous when he graduated boot camp or finished basic training. Today just feels more significant in our relationship.

I spent weeks shopping with Lexi before finding this dress in the same blue as Johnny’s dress uniform pants. I found a red belt, heels, and jewelry to go with it. Lexi helped me with my hair, curling it and pining it to fall over my shoulder. I love it.

We get ready to head out and it’s only a fifteen-minute drive to base but we leave early to meet one of the other girls there to get through the gate.

We get to where the buses will pull up and it’s a buzz of excitement. I guess the guys flew in last night and have reports and stuff to do so they weren’t able to contact anyone. They will be bussed here, and their two-week leave starts before they have to report back to base again.

Whitney comes up to me and rolls her eyes. “The busses are late.”

“I was told it’s an approximate time. One girl said the busses were two hours late last deployment. Depends when they get everything done.”

God, does this girl have no limits? I have to wonder how she is with Carr, from what Johnny has told me about him I don’t think he would put up with her like this. I just can’t imagine acting so selfish when these guys are putting their lives on the line.

“We all have better things to do than stand outside waiting.”

“Well, I signed up for this with my eyes wide open so no, I don’t have anything better to do.” I’m ready to pounce when Lexi walks over.

“Come on, Mom and Dad want to get a few pictures before the busses get here.”

She gives me a pointed look. She knows what is going on and is giving me an out so I don’t make a scene and I take it.

I don’t even give Whitney a second look. I send up a silent prayer that Carr finds someone better for him.

We manage to finish up photos just as the first bus pulls up.

Chapter 14

Johnny

The bus is quiet. We are all tired but wired and ready to see our families. It’s been a long seven months and there has been so much planning behind Becky’s back that I hope it doesn’t backfire on me.

I want to give her everything she has ever wanted, and I want forever. I want to know at the end of every deployment she will be there waiting.

As we pull to our stop, I scan the crowd. I see her with my family toward the back and she takes my breath away. She looks even more beautiful than she did when I left, if that is possible.

I take a deep breath and get my nerves in check. As soon as I step off the bus with my bag slung over my shoulder, my eyes find her, and we meet halfway in a huge hug. Feeling her arms wrapped around me is like coming home. I feel safe for the first time in months.

I swing her around in a circle and when her back is to my parents, my mom winks at me.

Go time.

I set Becky down on her feet and frame her face in my hands. I kiss her and try to remember there are other people around, so I need to keep it short and sweet.

When I pull back her smile is so big that I know this is the moment. I reach into my pocket and grab the little box there. I take a deep breath and drop to my knee, taking her hand in mine.

I hear gasps around us, and I smile. All the guys knew this was happening. I’ve been talking about it for weeks.

“Becky, I know you will never let me live it down that time when you were thirteen and you and Lexi came fishing with me and I threw worms in your hair. I knew I felt something for you then, I just didn’t know what. I pushed it away and hid it out of respect for Lexi. But finally opening that door the day before I left for boot camp was the best leap of faith I have ever made.”

I open the box to show her the ring I picked up overseas. I saw it and I knew it was made for her.

“So here I am taking another leap of faith. I love you and want you by my side for every move, every training, every deployment. Will you marry me?”

“Yes!” she squeals, with tears flooding her eyes. There was no hesitation and I smile big. I slide the ring on to her finger and the sight of it there does something to me I can’t describe. It’s a symbol that she is mine.

I stand and pull her to my arms again and cheers erupt all around us. Mom, Dad, and Lexi pull me in for hugs before we make our way to the car.

“So you still want a Christmas wedding?” I ask her, remembering one of our conversations.

“Oh, I would but I don’t want to wait a year to marry you.”

“What if it was only a month wait?”

She gasps. “This Christmas? It’s too soon to plan a wedding!”

“What if I said it was already planned for you?”

“What?” The look of confusion on her face is adorable.

“I had some fairy godmothers helping out. Mainly my mom, your mom, and Lexi. I took a huge gamble that you would say yes, and I had Lexi’s help to plan everything. You have a dress appointment tomorrow then we have a few days away. I already got time off, but we have to stay close for a honeymoon. I was thinking Florida, St Augustine, Daytona, and Orlando?”

“It’s perfect! You’re perfect.” She leans into me and rests her head on my shoulder, and I start to relax. Everything is falling into place. This amazing girl is going to be mine.

“One more thing. I talked to housing. If we want to stay on base there is a place opening January 1st. I know it’s a longer drive for you so we can still get a place halfway, I just need to know so I can fill out paperwork for the housing allowance.”

“Can we live halfway until school is done then move on base? Assuming we are still here then.”

“Anything you want, baby girl. We can live in Savannah and I will make the full drive every day. As long as you are happy, that is my number one goal.”

“I’m marrying you, how can I not be happy?”

Becky, Lexi, both moms, and a bunch of the girls all went dress shopping today. Becky says she found the perfect dress and I can’t wait to see her in it.

Now, we are on our way to the same cabin I rented for Valentine’s Day. We are spending a few days together, just us. We make a quick stop to get food and make sure our fishing license is still good, though I don’t plan to do much, if any, fishing.

We pull up, and the moment we walk in the door I barely have time to set the bags down before she spins around and her lips lock with mine. Her arms are around my neck and I spin us so her back is on the door. Her legs wrap around my hips as she pulls my head back.

“I don’t want to have kids until I finish school.”

“Done.” I try to kiss her, but she stops me.

“While you were gone, I had an IUD put in.”

“Why?” My heart starts racing.

“Well, I wanted us to be safe, and I also didn’t want to use condoms anymore.”

“Oh god, baby girl, are you sure?” I didn’t think it was possible but the thought of taking my girl bareback makes me harder than I was just seconds ago.

“Very sure.”

My heart races at the thought. “I love you, and I feel like I should take you up to the bed and make love to you, but the whole time I was overseas I kept picturing taking you in this kitchen.”

She smiles with a wicked glint in her eye. “Then do it.”

I kiss her again and walk with her still wrapped around me into the kitchen. I set her on her feet and give her a quick kiss before spinning her around.

“Hands on the counter, ass out,” I growl, unzipping my pants and pushing them and my boxer briefs down. She does as she is told, and I take in the sight of her in that green dress. It’s one I bought for her the day we walked down River Street in Savannah for her birthday.

I slide my hand up her thighs and flip the dress over, so her ass is exposed to me. I yank her underwear to the side and almost lose it when I see how wet she is. I line my cock up at her entrance and slam home in one thrust causing her to moan my name and me to groan and almost come on the spot.

“I’m not going to last long, baby girl. You feel too damn good, all hot and wet for me.”

I reach around and pull the front of her dress down, which allows me to palm her breasts and pinch her nipples. She moans as her pussy starts fluttering around my cock. I trail one hand down over her stomach and circle her clit with my fingertip.

The sound of sex fills the kitchen and bounces off the walls and it’s everything I imagined it would be. I suck her earlobe between my teeth and gently pull on it as she starts to climax. Her pussy clamps down on me so hard I see stars as I start to come.

It’s the most powerful orgasm of my life and I have to use one hand to brace myself on the counter.

Neither of us move as we catch our breath and I run soft kisses along her shoulder.

“I love you so damn much. This cabin seems to be where you give me the best gifts, and this was one of them.”

I slowly pull out of her help her get cleaned up before I get dressed. We head to the living room and lay down on the couch. With her head on my chest and despite her laying on me, this is the first time I can breathe in months.

I run one hand up and down her back while I cradle her head in the other.

“That was amazing,” she murmurs.

“I agree.” I kiss the top of her head and just take in her warmth. “When I was overseas, I’d dream of moments just this. With you in my arms feeling your body heat on my skin. Some nights the dream of this would be so real I would wake up and swear you were there with me until I opened my eyes.”

“And I thought you’d be thinking about sex,” she giggles, making me smile.

“Don’t get me wrong, I had plenty of sexy dreams. But what I really wanted was just the normal everyday things. Cuddling on the couch while we watch TV. You on my lap on the porch. Lying in bed with you in my arms. That’s what I missed the most.”

“I’m going to start looking for a place for us. Maybe we can move in before the wedding so we can have this every night.”

“Sounds perfect.”

Chapter 15

Becky

Today I’m getting married.

I have said that sentence at least a dozen times in the last hour, yet I still don’t believe it. I can’t believe this day is here.

Johnny wasn’t kidding when he said he had most of the wedding planned. He booked the chapel on base which also has a reception area. It’s perfect because it’s December 23rd so the church has a bunch of Christmas decorations already up.

I had to pick my dress, name my bridesmaids, and get their dresses, and that was it. He lined everything up and with Lexi’s help and it’s everything I always dreamed of.

We both agreed to keep it small. Family and a few friends. Mostly guys from his unit and their girls.

Last week we moved into our own place. Lexi, her parents, and my parents all came and held an unpacking party to help make sure we were settled before the wedding. I had no idea unpacking parties were a thing, but they brought food, wine, and beer and made a day of it.

Johnny and the guys are getting ready at our place and I’m getting ready at Lexi’s place today. We took over her room and it looks like a messy wedding planning office with magazines and fabric, dresses, decor, and lots of glitter everywhere.

I see the way Tyler is looking at Lexi during all this and I don’t think it will be too long before they are down the aisle.

I get ready to slip on my dress and Lexi is giggling up a storm as she does the buttons up the back. I opted for a mermaid-style dress with lots of lace. There is a high back and long sleeves both covered in a thin see-through lace. There are also rhinestones stitched in all over the dress to give it a nice glitter, like the sunlight hitting the snow in the morning on Christmas morning. Well, if it actually snowed on Christmas in southern Georgia.

The decorations at the reception are going to be a surprise for me at Johnny’s request, so I’m really excited to see what he’s arranged.

Once buttoned into my dress I step out into the living room and see tears in everyone’s eyes.

“You look so beautiful, honey,” Mom says, and she walks up behind me in the mirror. She gave me something old to wear, it’s my grandma’s hair clip she wore at her wedding so that is in my hair now and my mom lightly touches it before kissing my cheek.

Johnny’s mom gave me something new and blue, a pair of Sapphire earrings as a welcome to the family gift. They are the perfect shade of blue to match Johnny’s dress blues.

Lexi comes bounces up behind me. “I have your something borrowed, I want these back, but I know how much you like them.” She holds up her silver bangle bracelets and I smile and hug her.

She pulls away just as her phone goes off.

“Guys just got to the church, are you ready?” she asks me. With one last look in the mirror, I nod.

“Never been more ready.”

We load up in a few cars and head out. Dad is waiting for us outside the church and when he sees me step out of the car, he has tears falling down his face and that’s where I really lose it.

The girls head inside giving us a minute alone.

“You look so beautiful and so much like your mother the day I married her.”

“Daddy...”

“I like Johnny and I couldn’t ask for a better son in law. Though if I’m being honest, I kind of knew we would be here since you were about thirteen. You two fought it but you were drawn to each other.”

Lexi peeks her head out. “Ready when you are.”

I turn back to dad.

“Guess it’s time to head in before Johnny comes to his senses and runs,” I joke, but dad just smiles.

“I think he’s more worried about you coming to your senses. I’ve talked with him and he had a hard time asking you to commit yourself to a military man, but I knew you were strong enough for this.”

“I am. I’m going in eyes wide open. I’d rather have him with deployments than not have him at all.”

We walk into the church and Lexi sends bridesmaids down the aisle. Before it’s her turn, she gives me a smile. “I couldn’t ask for a better sister in law.”

Before I know it, Dad and I are walking through the big double doors down the poinsettia-lined aisle. I barely notice all the decorations because once my eyes land on Johnny is his dress blues, I can’t look away.

There is something about a man in uniform, but Johnny standing there at the end of the aisle waiting for me… it’s a sight I will never forget in all my life. His eyes are locked on me and I feel it on my skin. As I get closer, I see the tears in his eyes. He shifts on his feet, looking at the ground and trying to get his emotions under control before looking back up at me. As our gaze locks, my heart starts racing that this amazing man is mine and is about to promise to love me forever.

When we reach the end of the aisle, he takes my hand from my dad’s and smiles.

“You look stunning, baby girl. This is a memory of you I will never forget.”

“You look pretty handsome yourself, soldier.”

Our vows go by in a blur and before I know it, he is slipping the ring on my finger. When I slip his one on, my heart clenches. My mark on him, telling the world he is mine.

Then I hear, “You may kiss your bride.”

Our eyes lock and he wraps a hand around the back of my neck pulling me in for our first kiss as husband and wife.

The next hour is a blur of hugs and photos before we get a moment alone before we get ready to walk into the reception.

“Wife.” His smile is so big it lights up his face.

“Husband.”

He wraps his arms around my waist pulls me close.

“Mmmm, I like the sound of that.” He nuzzles my neck and the heat of his breath there sends my nerves on fire.

“I like the sound, too. Now, why don’t you show me this reception so we can make our rounds and get closer to our honeymoon.”

“Anything you wish.” He takes my hand and leads me to the event hall, and I don’t think there is anything that could have prepared me for what I see when he opens the door.

It looks like it really did snow. Piles of fluffy white snow cover every surface and by the wedding couple’s table is a large Christmas tree that is glittering with lights and done up in red and silver decorations.

There are mini Christmas trees on every table and the decorations to match the large one. The tables are all white, with white plates with a red napkin on top. Across the ceiling is a swathe of blue and white twinkly lights that almost give the effect that it is snowing.

I gasp. “Johnny! This is better than anything I could have ever dreamed of!”

He wraps his arms around me from behind. “Your parents paid for it, and Lexi took my idea and ran with it. Every email from her had ideas and things to okay. My mom took care of the food, it’s a good old southern menu. Are you sure it’s what you wanted?”

“This is so much more than I wanted. Oh, Johnny, I don’t have the words to describe how I feel right now, this is just amazing. Thank you, to know you and Lexi took on the stress of wedding planning for me means the world to me.”

“I will always take care of you. I will always make sure you are happy.”

“I have never been happier in my life.”

“Then I am doing my job. I love you, baby girl.”

“You truly are my soldier. I love you too, so much.”

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